NLE Choppa - Dekario (Pain) Lyrics

(Pipe that shit up, TNT) mm
Oh, no, no (NLE the top shotta)
Yeah, yeah (trap jumpin' like two-three)
Fill the pint and it's floating something funny
I ain't even on the cabbage, got me runnin'
I ain't even on the cabbage, got me runnin'
I'm off the Percocets and bitch, I'm off the molly

So much shit been on my mind that I don't know where to start
My chest, it hurts from this pain, I think I need a new heart
Can't forget you for what you did, 'cause you took it too far
I had to cut this lil' bitch off, 'cause she were playin' her part
I don't know right about you, but you still neglect me
If I didn't had the money or the fame, would you still text me?
I don't wanna tote no gun, I know them crackers gon' arrest me
But if the opps see me out in person, you know they gon' bless me

They say I'm overrated, because I'm most hated
They throwin' dirt up on my name, but I'm dedicated
Got suicidal thoughts goin' through my brain daily
And don't nobody understand the problems that I have
Gino died November 10th, just a month before Christmas
My birthday on November 1st, so you know that shit hit me
My brother came into the room and he said, "Gino dead"
Fleetin', chance he gon' make it, he got shot in the head
I look on Instagram, everybody sayin', "Pull it through"
I said I prayed that you make it but it didn't save you
And I don't wanna see you land in the ICU
And I don't go to the funeral, I can't see you in the tomb, no

Pain, pain
What did I do (what did I do), ooh, to lose you?
Pain, pain
What did I do (what did I do), ooh, to lose you?

You did some shit I can't let go, I forever got my grudge on
You can't fault me for actin' different, you know that you was there
My heart get weaker and weaker, I'm tryna keep my f*ckin' head up
You either land on a bunk or a headstone
You say that I'm a bitch, and I ain't been through shit
Well, have you been in the shootout and seen your homie get hit?
Or have you ever been in love and been stressed by a bitch?
And then she f*ck another nigga, I'm killin' both of them bitches
So many shit is blindin' me, I think I need me some seafood
I mind my own business, I don't give a f*ck what he do
My own nigga stole from me, you got to watch your people
He sayin' that he real, but I know that shit is see-through

And I can't lie, I'm dead inside, huh
Bentleys fly, homicide, huh
Traumatized, my dogs keep dyin', huh
Free my dawg, he facin' time, huh
I heard I had to put it on my sleeve
Prayin' to the lord, only time I'm on my knees
I'm like, "Please"
I'm like, "Jesus please, keep me on the right road, the devil out to me"

Pain, pain
What did I do (what did I do to deserve it), ooh, to lose you?
Pain, pain (what did I do to deserve it)
What did I do (what did I do to deserve it), ooh, to lose you?

NLE the top shotta
Smile on the outside, but I go through a lot
No cap, know I keep on top of my shit though
NLE the top shotta, yeah, yeah