Walk in the room w my coat blue rhino
I been doin this thing w my eyes closed
I don't need, half of these, people on my line they so entitled
They got something in they eyes when they seein my rise they goin psycho
Wantin everything from a young black man just tryna fight night from a light pole
Darkness creeping through the side door, sneaking up under the blindfold
Light a candle and dance all the fear away
Shit is scary but least we got here today
Time go fast think i need like a year delay
Spend it giving the hugs that i missed
Cus even the thugs need a kiss
Give em my love and say run with the wind
Point to the sun like it's something to win
Hold on hold on
Making these raps back when hot shit was blueface
Now i got blue faces up in a new range
Saying if titty boy can become 2chainz
Anybody can make something the new rage
Still half of these rappers are two faced
Ain't it crazy just a quarter in true shape?
Wait til they get on the stand, they mother theresa
Just hear how they speaking when rolling the news tape
Popping the case then im getting to work
Gold panning for a fragment of earth
Smile on my face when im kicking the dirt
Cus in the struggle i find peace in the hurt
Now i'm looking for a place i can fly
While tryna dodge all of the planes in the sky
It's hard playing safe when they aim for your eyes
I'm taking my time
Scarecrows in the grass, where to go but a past life
Can i glow, can i crash, never know how to act right
Hair growing down my back, but it'll idle if i grab sky
Parable of the black, unbearable to chop it up with a glass knife
Tryna release all the bad vibes
Sing a caprice for the sad times
Dreaming of nice and i pack light
Looking for peace in my last lines
Shawty luh me cus i be what i speak in her dreams w da sheep like what it is
All the money running when i'm slumberin
Rummaging through fate threads and the dumber shit
Day in day out stay numbin it
Pavin my route with the rubber rim
Take hits can't count when they comin in
Face spit from the crowds of the bummiest
Luckiest nigga you never seen ever green
Makin bills in the hills like we beverly
Can't stand m make a promise i'll never keep
Better be honest and honor the cest la vie
French braids, livin life like my best day, tesfaye i'll be gon by the weekend
Make a few songs and i'm already tweaking
Righting my wrongs so the bonds never weaken
Sung tongs, i was told i can't run long, but when visiting friends i be speeding
Can't just imagine better, gotta be it
Feathers in cages, the oxygen freeing
Now i hit notes wit a rich tone, this phone always gon ring never vibrate
Better me, better tea, eyes dilate
Finding money finding pain, man tryna find safe
Man now my mind blank, stuck
Pulling meaning from nothing, i think that i need a discussion
Bout me and the reasons i sing til i suffer
Then flea or retreat til i think im worth something
Terrified of being nothing
Paralyzed by feelings coming
Hair in eyes and knees are tucked in
Scary sight to be alone
When you hoping they'll be loving
No one answering the phone
The brick'll keep ringing and buzzing, for freedom or something, til we can convene
And then i can question bout all of the messages you said that you never seen
I wrote it, posted, got lost in the moment with my vocals i hoped to be free
But now im knowing those words in the ocean, no one else gonna go to my dream
But me, so ima just root for my team
Why im stressing they can't shoot in my league?
Just accept what i can do and believe
In my own passion, and it's ok to go backwards, feeling yourself isn't acting
Spend my life laughing smiling gasping
Get the ride mood when director yell action
Scarecrows in the grass, where to go but a past life
Can i glow, can i crash, never know how to act right
Hair growing down my back, but it'll idle if i grab sky
Parable of the black, unbearable to chop it up with a glass knife
Tryna release all the bad vibes
Sing a caprice for the sad times
Dreaming of nice and i pack light
Looking for peace in my last lines