NMIXX - shame Lyrics

I watched you look through me
When I laid in your bed
You said it was nothing
When I asked what you said
Hope its not too much
But its hurting my head
My days yeah they're numbered
Cause I have a hard time pretending
I wonder if Im still on your mind
Im sorry for apologizing
Just wanted a sign
It's a shame
How things never change
I just keep on running
Away from you
It's so strange
I can't find a way
To be more honest about it
Don't got much to lose
Oh
Are you painting pictures
For the girls just like me
You said I was special
Now its easy to see
You never even told your friends
How special could this be
It's a shame
How things never change
I just keep on running
Away from you
It's so strange
I can't find a way
To be more honest about it
Don't got much to lose
Oh