no more sports - fruit flies, alison Lyrics

I can't sleep
My head is deep underwater and my jeans are falling apart like f*cking matches at the seams
To know what you mean is like a grave so shallow
It would kill me

I have spent everything / days
Everything / thoughts
Everything / cents
Everything

You still take it away
The subtle shade and absence of your face is living with the rain
You never felt alive but misery is something you can get behind
Something you can pick up like a book

All my life I've watched them sit there with their pens
And I never knew what they were writing down but I always felt like it was about me
That's so rude
I wish I could love you