Drifting no rudder
Currents pull me under
Hurricanes and thunder
Crashing waves break against my mind
Drowning in self deprecation
Tossed and turned I'm floating away
I'm losing myself in this gale of self destruction
Sailing alone in my ocean of thoughts, lost direction
Vices are a wind pushing me into the jagged rocks of grief and sin
Steering
But I'm moored by fear
Screaming
Does no one hear
Swamped in a surge of adverse emotions
Listing to port, cast out the weight or become flotsam
The sirens sing and take form
Ignore their song, look for the calm in the storm
Where is the calm in this storm
Here in the tempest of my mind
The clouds start to crack, the sun now shines
Follow birds flying towards a land I know
Leading me home
Chase the light
Where it grows
Follow life
Hope resown
Chasing light
As it grows
I choose life
I'm not alone