Lately I been tripping, I ain't seeing straight
Watching my perimeter, pupils dilate
Meds already kicking, now I'm feeling straight
Loneliness inhibitor, now I'm feeling great
Bandaid, put it in a capsule
Mind spinning but I'm moving with no axel
Man made, no god, no chapel
Sinning never winning think I might have ate the apple
Facing pressure so I had to pop another pill
No compressor my professor said I be sounding shrill
Refill, dispense after it's written up
Instill the ill, I had to stiffen up
Recreation, that's a no go
Wearing grief on my sleeve like a logo
Missing days on a different type of cocoa
Khakis and polos and grandmama's photos
I miss it, momma told me I was gifted
Couldn't go back to the way I was living, lithium for the prescription, made the decision
Slowly increase, long as my momma at peace
Long as I rid of the grease, long as I cease to consume monstrous things
Couldn't believe, couldn't believe what I saw, couldn't believe what I dealt
I put the deck on the shelf, dusty my health, mental my wealth
All that I felt, whip of the belt, sound of the bell, sour I smelt
All that I felt, whip of the belt, sound of the bell, sour I smelt
Lately I been tripping, I ain't seeing straight
Watching my perimeter, pupils dilate
Meds already kicking, now I'm feeling straight
Loneliness inhibitor, now I'm feeling great
Bandaid put it in a capsule
Mind spinning but I'm moving with no axel
Man made, no god, no chapel
Sinning never winning think I might have ate the apple