Noahh - ANNOYED! / SHOCK! Lyrics

Let me take my time
I can't look back in mirror
All I see is wasted lives
Cant see can't look up why
Whole time been holding back
Cause I kept it clean for the fam outside
I'm annoyed at the people who try
I'm annoyed at the people who try
To take my freedom
I was born with a passion not a secret
But you took chances at the deceiving
I'm a one man army and im leading
I was never not wise
You could tell from the circle In my eyes
Got eyes shut blinds shut tight
I cant stand to see another lie
Im annoyed at the people who try
Im annoyed at the people who try

Heart beat too high lately
Feel like the time been going so fast
I left my friends so shady
Why would I ever go back
If you get the message
Play it back
I been on both sides
But Im trapped
In another 9-5 in all black
Still writing poems
Still writing tracks
Still taking risks
Still breathing the same air
You were too busy taking back
You had to go change my mind
Endless potential you told me to hide
Take off the filter I'm sick of the blinds
Pent up agression I put to the side
I was 18 when I changed my life
Now it's a mission to get back mine
I was alone writing by my side
The best of me was a taste of demise
This is the one I been keeping inside
I been saying
I'm annoyed at the people who try
I'm annoyed at the people who try

What is this heavenly feeling
I feel like I'm dying inside
Am I sitting in a red puddle?
Cause I know my heads never felt this light
I'm Seeing stars but better yet I see the playback of life
My organs feel tight
Is this gon My last dance of the night
Am i really alright?
Why are you staring at me
Like I died
I thought we moved passed all the stereotypes
Stop talking crazy I don't needa ride to hospital
I don't like waiting all night
Why am I numb im my thighs?
Why are my feet the colour of the sky?
I think I'm tripping cause I could never ever die
I'm built to make money and struggle with time
Or that's they said when I started this side
I've never questioned why i I'm in black & white
Seeing the people on tv dress different
It makes me depressed and it bring me despite
There's something prolonging my nights
I just can't help but to wonder what's the other side
Or the other life
That's what the rumours decide
I thought the message was curing my frights
But now that im thinking about it
I think im living in a lie
Where was the happiness, where were colours im missing
I miss the flowers and the lights
I been wishing to fly
But the anchor that's pulling me down
Wanna keep me in sight
I been losing my mind
Am I dying or did I just run out of time