Noremac - K Through 12 Lyrics

I've been a hopeless romantic since six
Since I saw that girl playing in the block station
Patiently awaiting a text back from you
Is punishingly pitiful on my part
But I can't help I keep my heart
On the sleeve of my shirt
And sometimes it hurts
To be so sensitive
I wish that I could switch my disposition
To a more confident position
With a smile that says
"Oh he knows where he's going"
But all my smile shows
Are the bared teeth of
A frightened boy
Who never learned
How to be loved
Rather learned to be quiet
Sadly love was often blind and unrequited
Often left me blindsided
By a train who's tracks I stood on
With flowers in my hand
And sweat in my palms
Screaming you wanna go to the mall
Some time, no okay
Maybe I shouldn't have got involved
Maybe I should've stayed it bed
Wrapped in sheets played kakuna
Harden til I couldn't feel a thing
But every time I tried
I only slightly seemed to flex
And I returned to this teary anxious mess
Puddled on my kitchen floor
Asking why she doesn't like me anymore
But relationships were built with exits
The signs above the door
That we were both walking towards
And always moving forwards
Even though at times
It felt quite the opposite
Emotionally exhausted and out of it
Due to a cloud of this
Smoke I stay surrounded with
At night sometimes I fail to sleep
Im not the best at keeping up with myself
And sometimes I fail to shave
And I grow stubble on my face
Suppose it's better than the bumps
From the razor when I run it
Along my cheeks
And it speaks
Volumes
To my character
How I'd rather care for her
Than have ever cared for my self
And I watched myself waste away
As long as she's okay
But she threw that all away
And all I can say is ok
All I ever wanted to do was love you
And I'm sorry if that was scary
But you should've been preparing
For this fool to fall
Head over heels
The way you played with his heart
And I hope at night when it's dark
You feel bad about us falling apart
But at the same time I'm moving on
Cause time keeps moving on
And I don't have the time
To sit and whine
About a girl who treated me so poorly
Surely
There's better girls in the world
Who will let me hold their hand
And understand
That all I ever wanted to be was loved
And understood
I liked her she didn't care
But all's fair
In love and war
And it was a gory battle
I've got stories that'll rattle
But I'm not the type to tattle
Now I'm up the creek no paddle