Prozac Video (MV)

I've been taking Prozac since the fourth grade
And every now and then I'd feel lost and afraid
I used to pray to God but he never gave me aid
My mother was suffering but I couldn't heal the pain
Daddy ran off with a new dame
And if I never came would it still be the same
Would they be happy with a mantle full of picture frames
Sitting at the table playing board games
Tear stains on my wire frames
Rain hit the window panes
Skinny ginger crown of flames
Patron saint of roses that grow from sewer grates
Scraped my way out of dire straights
Mama got a place
Put food on my plate
At eight
Forced to relocate
New school that I hate
Picked on for my height and my freckled face
High voice dated music taste
So to God I'd pray to take away this pain
Wake up everyday and still feel the same
So to my mom's dismay
I cast God away
Fast forward a couple years ain't shit changed
Cause I've been taking Prozac since the fourth grade
And every now and then I'd feel lost and afraid
I used to pray to God but he never gave me aid
My mother was suffering and I couldn't heal the pain
Daddy ran off with a new dame
And if I never came would it still be the same
Would they be happy with a mantle full of picture frames
Sitting at the table playing board games
Tear stains on my wire frames
Rain hit the window panes
I blamed myself for them splitting apart
And that's no easy thought
For a kid who's already distraught
At the loss of a father
And the sadness of a mother
See we only had eachother
For a while
Now I smile
But I remember Christmas 2003
With the Walgreen's tree
Pokemon off the angel tree
Therapy sessions with Dr. G
The sound of the door to my therapists hall
I still recall it well
The smell of his office
The painting across from the couch
I sat on with a slouch
The time I broke my mother's phone
Snapped the hinges from anxious flipping
I was an odd kid
I kept to myself
I was a sad kid
I kept to myself
I remember being late to school weekly
For appointments to a shrink
To pour out every thought I think
And get a prescription
For a green and cream pill called Fluoxetine