Not Charles - van gogh head Lyrics

Silence can be my worst enemy
Although I love silence the most
It's a trigger of sparks,
The waves and the ghosts
Feeding the darkness of my bones
But I'll follow the ocean to the great unknown
Let the stars lead the way through the waves
To stories yet to be told
The creating, the hating myself all the time
All the demons are screaming my head off
And I'm barely holding on
I win and I loose
But I'll always choose
My Van Gogh head
Sirens are calling through each bashing wave
Need to sturdy my sails
Cause when the sun comes to show
Only few people know
Just how fast glitter fades
But I'll follow the ocean to the great unknown
Let the stars lead the way through the waves
Sharing stories as they unfold
The creating, the hating myself all the time
All the demons are screaming my head off
And I'm barely holding on
I win and I loose
But I'll always choose
My Van Gogh head
When I reach the islands between all the storms
There's glitters and gold and a million things more
The magic of being
New things to explore
Beaches of versions of me washed ashore
I'm under a spell
The way to heaven is hell
The creating, the hating myself all the time
All the demons are screaming my head off
And I'm barely holding on
I win and I loose
But I'll always choose
My Van Gogh head
I win and I loose, I win and I loose, I win and I loose
My Van Gogh head
I win and I loose, I win and I loose
But I'll always choose
My Van Gogh head