Not Ideal - Synesthesia Lyrics

Lost in a reverie
I remember every last bit
You're so full of it
So full of restlessness
Being with you was a long dark blue
Being alone was a vibrant hue

I could see us getting used to this
Lighting up our own synapses
Can't get past these relapses
Cash on delivery
Charlie on demand

You attach yourself like a color to a sound
You collapse yourself around me
We're bound
This is all I've got
Just not what I thought
Numb my senses
Make it harder for the drip to stop
You are all I've got
How'd we get so caught?

I could see us getting used to this
Lighting up our own synapses
Can't get past these relapses
Cash on delivery
Charlie on demand

Do you need it more than I do?
More than you knew
More than adrenaline and altitude
I bottled it all
Medicine to take with you

I could see us getting used to this
Lighting up our own synapses
Can't get past these relapses
Cash on delivery
Charlie on demand
I could see us getting used to it
Lighting up our own cigarettes
Getting sick of frenetic debt
Cash on delivery
Charlie on demand