Notaslave - Kate Lyrics

We too selfish for marriage
With our hidden agendas
Praying to change our companions
Than the evil within us
Wishing for someone to love us
When we hating ourselves
Wanting the perfect companion
But not changing ourselves
Manipulating our partners
Just to make our life better
No unconditional love
Cause we looking for better
Monogamy isn't natural
No fairytale of the one
Cause we all are imperfect
I thought that you were the one
You never gave me a chance
You kept blowing me off
Is it the color of my skin
That is turning you off
I fight being overweight
And I'm losing the battle
I talk to God to be thinner
To win your heart in this battle

Self esteem has been shaking
And I'm doubting my birth
Thought we had a connection
From the making of Earth
Betrayed by my emotions
My damaged heart is so weak
It just surrendered to you
It keeps abandoning me
I feel stupid in love
Like my power is taken
I'm in love with your beauty
An obsession from Satan
You ain't done nothing special
God just gave you your beauty
Your beauty isn't enough
To be the air that I breathe
Cause I really don't know you
Could you be a bad person
Cause the fact you're nice
Doesn't mean that you're perfect
Admitting that I was wrong
I was stupid for you
Wasted prayers on being together
That ain't never coming true