NOTSmrt - Out Of My Hands (feat. Sorrow Bringer) Lyrics

Numb out too much
Stuck within the feeling
Laying out on a bed that I used to find comfort in
Knowing inside I'm bare into
Consumed and eaten by end
Plain wall with nothing on them
Making me want to paint em'

Can't get you out of my head
There is more than I dare to think about
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, it's more than I dare to think about

Hate how stuck I am
This is where I've been
Overthinking and thinking again
Knowing I'm not going to make it any ways
Where did they go
The supply ran low
Knowing that I can't cope
Can't cope
Now I'm forced to listen

I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, it's more than I dare to think about

Rethinking all over again
Feeling like it's will never end
Knowing God wouldn't save me
He was created by man
Why can't I use my hands
Know I can but I can't
Building my way out
Not finding a point without
Stressing and killing my ambitions
Killing my reputation
Death to all my relationships
All for some f*cking recognition

Try so hard
But it's the same to me anyways
All the same bullshit again

Watch me as I breakdown again
Fall through the floor boards
Writing about the same old again
Scribbles on the sheet
All word seem like nonsense
Repeating the same cycle again
Make it, release it, die out again
This f*cking cycle never ends