Nova - Sunflower Fields Lyrics

Waiting, thinking in my room
Questioning what would happen if you made a move
But I'm just in my head right now
None of that exists
None of it is happening
At least not yet

'Cause I'm afraid of falling in love with you
I'm afraid you'll walk away
Like they always do
I'm afraid he'll pick
A sunflower from the pretty field
And he'll just watch it die

I'll just focus on something else
It's not worth my time to fall so fast that I hurt myself
But I'm just in my head right now
To me you don't exist
To me it's never happening
At least not yet

'Cause I'm afraid of falling in love with you
I'm afraid you'll walk away
Like they always do
I'm afraid you'll pick
A sunflower from the pretty field
And he'll just watch it die

I guess I shouldn't think like that
Pretending it's over before it even starts
But I guess that's just my way
Of saying it's okay
If he hurts me
Because he hurt me

And I'm afraid of falling in love with you
I'm afraid you'll walk away
Like they always do
I'm afraid you'll pick
A sunflower from the pretty field
And you'll just watch it die
You'll just watch it die
So I guess this is goodbye