Float, Floating
Sinking with a familiar feeling
Am I still breathing
I cannot recall the last time I felt genuine healing
This weed just numbs the shit I'm keeping hidden
This fluttering in my stomach is fleeting given
The fact you're only around when you really need me
The fact that I give in to this so easily speaks volumes
Over 9 f*cking times I called you
But still no answer
I'm a vampire, I f*cking suck
Float, Floating
In the empty space I feel no pain
Floating down the river styx
Twisted off of 6 different liquors
6 tabs of acid, 2 lines, 2 blunts, with 2 bad bitches on my lap
Sinning with no sense I scan feel my soul retract
It's a fact that I hate myself
Trade the rope for a leather belt
Easily forgotten like the dust on a shelf
I can't complain with the cards I've been dealt
But I can't help but feeling like I'm Living in hell
Post-natal bastard
Break your bitch in till her back hurts
We're all just Slaves to Saturn
Check the checkered patterns
Y'all in kiddie pools wearing floaties
While I'm swimming over the abyss, wrists slit, out in open ocean as I float
In eternity I'm drifting, the shifting of sands
Caught in the hands of Father Time
He keeps me in his hourglass I broke mine
Sometimes the sorrow is too much to suffer
Sometimes I borrow a view from my brothers
You others just don't understand
We've got a plan to cultivate the flowers from your eyes
Expand & culminate the power from inside
Yourself
But it gets hard to reach inside when you cannot find yourself
I've lost the person that I am many a time
But each time I found him with more frail a mind
Getting closer and closer to the end, its fine
Embrace the depths of blackness
Sadness cannot follow you into the massive expanses of the void