Novae - Like the Rain (feat. Spacelyss) Lyrics

Fading like the rain, trying to escape, fading like the rain
I'll evaporate
Serenity shattered like the bones in my left arm
No validity, Saturn keeps the patterns here on earth in charge
I'm starving for the largest meal
Stars appear without a clear motive in plain view
Few can see their goals are shroud in fear
I feel like my world is spinning in the wrong direction
No inception, Ideas coming straight from dissection of the lives that were all trapped in
Feeling sadness for no reason
I'm not a sad person
Why I feel all this depression?
Why am I tired of existing?
Losing sight
Of the light
Try to fight and find an escape from the pain
Like the rain
Why can't I just evaporate?
Severity of the consequence
I find no clarity in my defense
Recompense, it does not exist
For a festering pest, I've been feeling this way for a minute
Does anyone feel me, I've been feeling this way since a kid in
School and the streets
I rock the balance that's in between
Everything that you perceive is a reflection of your subconscious
My brother's lost his
I don't know about mine, but I'm starting to doubt if I ever had it
Stuck in the static
Man I hate feeling stagnant
Work for my passion
Slashing the serpents
My demons internally clashing
I got a few homies who're no longer with me
So I aim to be living vicariously
Kind of strange the way the clouds go from white to grey
Like a sage whose lived out his days studying a page, now too late to refrain
And find his youth, it was gone just as soon as he became a recluse
No sense of truth, absent from his view
Full of knowledge but somehow tuned to a lower frequency
Withered from weather and sworn secrecy
Sequencing Weaver's weeping willow tree of a beat, sucked the air right out of me
Terrible storms are brewing when my bones are aching
Parabola forms mirrors between the third and fourth dimension
I'm still feeling like I'm stuck in between them