I'm void of everything supposed to be in a human being
Absent of fear of what will come and what the future brings
Got nothing pulling on my solemn lonely heartstrings
But art and music how I view it mixes all things
Into a medley of mad passion and influence
Call to assembly of sad assassins to infuse it
A fusion like nuclear fission fizzin, the brain bubbling
Stumbling on the sun's solar polarization
Heart shrinking
My bones sinking
Into the earth where I disperse all of my stress, all my anxiety
Slow breathing
Alone thinking
I might be cursed, I can't reverse all this excess, don't think so high of me
Catch me slipping into thought
I be sipping on the sauce
All the secrets that'd been lost
Are revealed when they are sought
I'd rather not live miserably
But miserly, it's inspires me when I see the way you live your life so beautifully
Now all that I see
In the dark is something brightening
Like beacon we were seeking for a way to finally lead us to a higher place
The fire's safe
But we gotta keep it burning up in our hearts with grace
But don't keep it locked away
Gotta share all of the warmth
With those who tend to stray
Forced to Play the game
But don't get caught up with who's winning
Or the ones who are before us
Like the rabbit & the tortoise
Learn to savor what's important
Despite all these things
This heart of mine is blackening
Like a stone, let me sink to the bottom of the sea where i'll lie for the rest of my life
Although I know I've got some time to live, I feel i'm ready to die
Sing the songs that serve to sever the strife
Never too bright are the lights pouring out of my eyes, they stay shining
Of what content I posses from inside for the fact that I'm waiting for my demise