November - Toss & Turn Lyrics

I toss and turn I can't sleep
Thinking 'bout what I been through it's feeling like the end for me
I lost a lot people that I used to call my family
I put in so much effort how the f*ck you gon' stay mad at me
But finally when I fall asleep
The sun starts to rise and I know what this shit just has to be
My circle getting smaller while the storm keeps raining on me
Funny how bands make the music but mine make bands for me
I do this all for me, I'm
Cold like there's no degrees, I
Get bags like grocery
I made this shit off poetry
She under me 'cause she can't seem to get over me
This exactly where the f*ck I am supposed to be
I still think about some people who don't think of me
But after all this time I wonder how they think of me
Most of them probably won't even know this is me
And even if they do they probably won't think to repeat
Sometimes I feel like I don't exist no believin' me
The devil appearing and keeps trying to take from me
Don't come back talking 'bout how you been missing me
But when she looks like she praying she 'bout to sin for me
Ay ay
They in a mood now
Cause they see the way I'm moving I won't lose now
I'm the shit but I'm never number 2 now
I'll be getting this money until I deuce out
OG logo on my chest
Got pearls all on my neck
A couple bands on deck
Spend it and get it again
Spitting to f*ck up a check
Made everything that I said
No need to remind 'em cause all this money don't let 'em forget
I'm all about the bread
The bird is out the nest
All up in my head
Sometimes I won't roll out the bed
I might be a bit of a wreck
And I swear that I'm doing my best
But when I'm throwing money's the only time that I make a mess
I don't play, no
We not the same though
I'm on a yacht we ain't ever in the same boat
They can't relate to the shit that they ain't know
I've seen the devil walk around with a halo
I'll be okay though
I'll be okay
Why am I the only one who tends to stay
The only change I made was to stay the same
I need my space get the f*ck up out my face