Never sober
You need a fix, something to hold you over
From all those places that you can't find closure
How do you, how do you keep composure
Keep composure
Carried you from the bar to the bathroom floor
This side of you I don't even know anymore
Too blind to recognize that you threw this away
You chose the substances over the life we made
You found your substance in everything you abused
Now there's no substance left between me and you
You don't know how to love, only know how to lose it
So tell me was it worth it in the end
Tryna play pretend
Ignoring I'm the best thing that you could've had
We'll never make amends, I know our love is dead
Now i see that there's just no substance left
No substance left
Your decisions are never clear when you've got clouded vision
It hurts that you couldn't change
And I couldn't stay
With someone who always put me last
Carried you from the bar to the bathroom floor
This side of you I don't even know anymore
Too blind to recognize that you threw this away
You watched your friend burn out
Yet you still light the flame
You found your substance in everything you abused
Now there's no substance left between me and you
You don't know how to love, only know how to lose it
So tell me was it worth it in the end
Tryna play pretend
Ignoring I'm the best thing that you could've had
We'll never make amends, I know our love is dead
Now i see that there's just no substance left
No substance left
We all have a vice, is yours worth it?
It's hard to see under the surface
We all have a purpose but you live for nothing
And all our efforts seem worthless
I'm sorry I couldn't keep going
The beauty you had it stopped showing
All of the drugs
All of the lies
All of this shit is a burden, yuh
You found your substance in everything you abused
Now there's no substance left between me and you
You don't know how to love, only know how to lose it
So tell me was it worth it in the end
Tryna play pretend
Ignoring I'm the best thing that you could've had
We'll never make amends, I know our love is dead
Now i see that there's just no substance left
No substance left