NoZeax - Being a Friend Is Dead Lyrics

I remember when I didn't want to forget
Every moment felt like I wanted it forever
I wish I could Go tell past me "Don't get wrapped up in your head forever"
Cause

Pouring myself into empty bottles to relieve what I don't have left
Paranoid on who else to trust cause people got me stressed

Yeah, I remember the days going some ways
In which I'd never imagine, something I wouldn't be guessin
Thinking I had people close, man I was trapped in a haze
And now I'm cursed with memories like somehow I've sinned
You used to call me a friend, say we would never end
Spit the bullshit on my face like it wasn't pretend
But you knew sometime later you'd cut me out
I should've known better that I didn't want you around

All the time wasted on dead times together
Why did I just let myself go
In such a disaster
Of being someone close to you

How can you take Something good and kick it to the dust
Turned your back on gold and left to rust
Was it easy for you? For you?
They say friends can make the worst of enemies
So what's the point to try it's dead I want nothing
From you. From you

Someone tell me what is going on?
Why does it feel so empty here? (So empty here)
I reminisce of when I had
A circle standing closer

What's the real value of giving all
When no one loves you the same
You're toxic for who you are giving up on me
You've got me broken Inside Thinking thoughts like how I wish you were

Gone. Gone. Gone. Gone
Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead
Gone. Gone. Gone. Gone
Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead

Being a friend is dead
Toxic people all around I'll be alone instead
Being a friend is dead
Toxic people all around I'll be alone instead