NoZeax - Lost Lyrics

Hey, yo, someone help me figure this shit out
Let me hit it up now

Hey. Someone tell me what to do I
've been running round in my mind alone and I
Just haven't gotten a clue to why
I've never gotten a real sense through I

Feel like there's nothing to know
When you've been placed in the cold dark alone
Can't find direction can't find room to grow
The truth to who you are won't even come up to show

Everyone always telling how to pave the way
To become someone you oughta be one day
Gotta be this and that, then things will be okay
As if asking who you really are is important anyway

But this isn't how I want it truly
Been wearing visible scares like Gucci
And I don't wanna cruise in a Mercedes
All in all nothing else matters I just wanna be me

Uh. Can't fit the norm, when I cant even fake perform
But I guess its the wrong move so apparently to you
Why is there a consequence of trying to make clear sense
Of personal integration without manipulation
I'm just prayin' for that sensation that my life's worth makin, uh

And I'm just sitting here, somehow writing these words
Still thinking like I'm not doing the right thing. Like I'm not gonnbe be happy in the end
Because I chose a different path than a lot of people though I should do
I'm this different guy and I just don't know how to be the bigger man
I'm being weird. I'm living nonsense. Am I doing the right thing? I'm not like other people
Am I really gonna be happy in the end?

Sitting here don't know the right motion. Oh no
Sitting here don't know the right motion. Oh no

I've been reaching out like I see the stars
Feeling like they wanna get to know me, they ain't so far
Gonna chase 'em far down gonna pass the cars
Gonna make my dreams go to Mars
I've been reaching out like I see the stars
Feeling like they wanna get to know me, they ain't so far
Gonna chase 'em far down gonna pass the cars
Gonna make my dreams go to Mars

Tired of digging down being stuck in a hole
Can't make any moves, no that's not how I roll
This is my life this is what I want to control
Come to hit you hard with every ounce of my soul

Yeah! and this is my game now
You tell me I can't fit it out now no I won't quit it out now
Yeah! and this is my game now
Come to hit you hard with every ounce of my soul

Lets get it now