Nuckafternamos - Say It Again Lyrics

I don't know when I'll be back tonight
I don't know when I'm coming home
Don't stay up waiting for me all night
Don't be surprised if you never sleep
I feel like I'm falling apart
This is getting the better of me
I'm sorry if I break your heart
That's the price that you pay for loving me

Yesterday was the hardest battle
And the war keeps raging on
I'm always followed by my shadow
The seasonal returns just won't let me be
I think i might just stay out of town
It's never been the fondest memory
She loves the rain but it makes drown
Things are looking up but I'm looking
Down

I can't breathe in my own skin
Every breathe I take is a sin
I don't know where to begin
Fighting my demons within
Every step I take there's pain
The streets I walk don't feel the same
Constant battles with my brain
I'll sabotage myself again
I can't let it win this time
So much I have on the line
Dreams to move to Anaheim
A life with you I can call mine
Face my demons in the end
It's not healthy to pretend
I have no grounds left to defend
You have nothing left to send

I don't know when I'll be fine
I hope I'm not too late
I can already see the signs
I'm scared that I'm gonna lose
I'm scared that you'll lose it too
Every good thing gets abused
Even you

Say it again, say it again
Say it again, say it again
Say it again, say it
You