Nuckafternamos - Today Lyrics

I'm always
Feeling late when I'm stumbling in
Like it's 20 past 5 but it's actually 10
Leaving home like an hour ahead
Cause I'm trying to make sure it doesn't happen again
I'm getting
Back with friends, I've been making amends
It took me too damn long to know I needed a cleanse
Don't know why I always use past tense
Just like the word to rhyme this I'm gonna need it again
I'm off balance
I'm trying out some new talents
Plate full like eight liters in two gallons
Am I hindered by the time in my life
Or is that only in my mind I need some time to unwind
This is the longest that I've been gone
So I thought that I'd come back to you with these two songs, man
And I'll keep working with my right hand up
I've been sitting down for years and now I can't stand up
And I'm sad to say
That I'm sad today
I don't wanna wait
For my life to change
Yeah I'm sad to say
That I'm sad today
I don't wanna wait
For my life to change
Where the f*ck did my energy go?
And why do I got trouble writing songs with energy flow?
I look ahead but keep on dreaming of my memories though
It's hard to focus on your passion when your energy's low
And mine is!
It's the reason that I let myself go
I gained way too many pounds and is starting to show
I can't wait for things to change up like I don't even know
That I'm the only thing that's stopping me from letting me grow
No no!
Sometime I worry that the rains on its way
I know that I've felt great before, but damn that day's not today
And if I get this off my chest and just say what I need
Well maybe I can get on track and get back on the lead
I'm feeding my demons and I can't guarantee
That I'll pull myself together and exceed what I bleed
I don't know who I am anymore
Let alone even know who I'm trying to be
And I'm sad to say
That I'm sad today
I don't wanna wait
For my life to change
Yeah I'm sad to say
That I'm sad today
I don't wanna wait
For my life to change
Right off the bat this a throwaway
Ain't good for a project or stowaway
If I didn't make this idea right into a song
Then it would never go away
After this I got more on my mind
And you know that I'll take my damn time
I know that a big step is next
If I want some success
I'll get back on that grind
If I want it to be good then it's gotta be real
I need to reveal what I got under veil
I feel that I'm ready to steadily work on the album
Creating some shit that's unreal
But I gotta work on myself first
Cause it's never easy working without any self-worth
But music is therapy like my first EP
So maybe the album will come first
And I'm sad to say
That I'm sad today
I don't wanna wait
For my life to change
Yeah I'm sad to say
That I'm sad today
I don't wanna wait
For my life to change
And I'm sad to say
That I'm sad today
I don't wanna wait
For my life to change
Yeah I'm sad to say
That I'm sad today
I don't wanna wait
For my life to change