NukkyBoy - Help me Lyrics

If you don't know me, I like to roll up slowly
I really like it when you hold me Please don't leave me, on my lonely
On my lonely
I got guns on my side I got demons in my mind
Hoping I don't crash out Tired of talking about my feelings

But I'm way too shy Damn, I'm way too high
I can't see my mind What do I do now?
Cause I've been wasting my time Tell you love me, then you left me
Now I'm wasting my mind How do I survive

With all this pain in my mind My heart is beating like a whale
It swimming deep in my mind I try to swim away from memories
It goes with the tide Damn, I'm drowning right now
I cry a river in the bed So God, I'm calling you now

Like, can you help me? I need it
Like, can you help me? I need it
Like, can you help me? I need it
Like, can you? Like, can you? You can't

So I'm on demon time Everybody wanna come around
I blow they mind I don't need nobody with me
I swear there's no lie I'd rather be paralyzed
So I say you got my spine Cause you gon' let me down

It's every time I say suicide
It gon' help me ease my mind
Why do pain be disguised as love
Why do life be so hard without drugs

Why do big mama can't give me a hug
Why do I wanna end life with this gun
Why I can't be mama's strongest son
I need someone to call

I just need someone to be there for me when I fall
I just wanna come around and give someone my all
Once I do, they gon' tell me why I shouldn't
Why I can't, why I won't

Like, I'm so lonely
I just need someone to hold me
Callin' on you but you hit the end on me
But you hit the end on me