Nuw - I Wanted to Die Lyrics

I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living it right oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I wanted to die, but I'm still living it (Yeah)
I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living it right oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I wanted to die, but I'm still living it

I did what I thought I could not do
Innocent kid listening Badu
Dreaming of dreams so high
That they not just catched me, they also got you
Wishing I would have been listening
To all off the stuff, my dad said while winning
The war that we fight inside till ripe
Alright I'll fight to seek the light
To realize, that I had won
The second I gave up, the second I found love
The second I made up, my mind about all such things
Seeing angels that need no wings
Seeing beings that evoke feelings
Conceiving yourself, who you are
Concealing all the thoughts out far
Break the jar, that you viewed your life through (Cruel)
Clouded your vision, anxiety behind every decision
Ego itching and mind bitching
Heart and brain a coalition
But you ain't cool says the ego
While behind your back it's insisting
That only kids can be wishing (So)

I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living it right oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I wanted to die, but I'm still living it (Yeah)
I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living it right oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I wanted to die, but I'm still living it

Killed the dreams with the knife your parents gave to you
Society was helping, had some blame to do
Accepting that you always knew
But never really thought it through
Inner child crying, lying, beaten on the ground
Found by your heart, heart why you left me all alone
I can feel myself turning into stone
Acting like you had no clue
That there's hurt behind the curtain
You start sipping, you start flirting
Got no idea, kill the burden
Cause you know deep down it's hurting so
Tell me what you're going to do, uh
Well sounds like life ain't really that cool nuw
But you just need a little bit fuel, true
I got some love and that only for you bru'

I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living it right oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I wanted to die, but I'm still living it (Yeah)
I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living it right oh yeah I'm living it
I'm living my life oh yeah I'm living it
I wanted to die, but I'm still living it (I wanted to die)