Nvabor3d - Always Lyrics

Always did n I always will
Fall for your shit now i sit here ill
The floor where I sit n eat these pills
Falling to bits cannot keep me still
4 more bricks with the weetbix, feel
Normal shit when a week could kill
Feel normal shit when a week could kill ...

10 for the day
I be tempted to fade
I be empty n lay
Like I'm dead here today
See machetes n blades
I been ready for days
I been trying to cope
I be tying the rope
I been finding I don't
Have the time or the hope
Lost my mind on the road
All they find is the bones

Outta the pain, I be out in the rain
Still I'm down in the flames
Shook around be my brain
Still a hound haven't changed
What you found be my grave
Look down see my face
I need outta this place
Outra the race, out into space
F*ck the clout that they chase
F*ck the route that I take
F*cked around by the fakes ...

Turn me to dust as I have no more now
Learnt what it does to have it torn out
In half be my heart all I see is the floor now
The start it was art now you getting the raw sound
Apart of me left i ain't ready to talk now
I started I guess I should let it all fall out

It starts with the eyes and the lips n the face
It's hard to describe what it did to me made
Apart of me die when we drifted away
I can't even lie I still miss her today
Cant even try I be different today
Laugh then I cry how I hid it away
Whole life I've been high one stupid mistake ...

What do I want, do I want it all now
Nah f*ck the lot got a lot to talk bout
Nah better not better off just walk out
Pain in me rise n it's got to pour out
Insane in the eyes cos I lost it all now
I wait in the night for you not to call now
It's late I get high feeling lost I fall down

Wait till I rise and defy the ceiling
Hate in her eyes she despise me really
Taking my life so the eyes they kill me
Wait I'm alright if alright be feeling
The weight come alive still alive tho nearly breaking inside so I sign sincerely

Turn to the bottle when the mind be sore now
Firm to the throttle looking right at the wall now
Burn n I hobble to the light like I'm all out
Certain to die I don't want it to draw out
Dirt in my eye I got death at the door now
Perfect goodbye I got ready before how
I heard it in time when the devil dun called
See the words that I rhyme are the medicine oo
Now that I said it don't look at me like that
Now that ya get it don't talk to me like that
Now I regret it in a war with no flights back