Nvder - Just Friends Lyrics

I fall in love quicker than I ever should
Questioning if I should give up on love for good
Dreamt of situations that just never would
Would've treated you better than any other could

I never had a ex but my heart broken
I should've never left my heart wide open
I guess that I was way too far in the moment
I just don't know how to deal with my emotions
I'm tired I'm always being left on read

And I never even get an explanation
Why don't you tell me that you just don't want relations
I'm really trying but I'm losing my patience
I'm done I told you I don't need more acquaintance
The pain of doing that was too excruciating
I didn't want to but its better than waiting
I really wished you felt this sensation

Could've treated you like a queen
I really wanted you to come through
You were the girl of my dreams
But my dreams didn't come true

They never happen and never will
Taking 6 shots of the distilled
Constant refill after refill
I'm just trying to get myself and this broken heart to heal

I've heard all this shit before
Why don't you feel the same are you sure
I guess this is where our story ends
Cause then you told me that we're just friends
We're just friends
We're just friends
Cause then you told me that we're just friends
Yeah
That we're just friends
That we're just friends
Yeah, yeah

Man I knew this shit would hurt
Never had a girlfriend could've been the first
Guess this where our roads divert
You didn't even like me you've just been a flirt
I've been really thinking this is for the better
I've been pouring heart and soul into every letter
I was putting in the time and put in the effort
I was giving so much love you couldn't even measure

I had prayed to God
Can I please have her
I was new to love
I'm an amateur

No girl ever really liked me
They all put me down real nicely
Damn, never took it too lightly
God damn near cried my eyes out nightly

I guess I'm too weird
I guess my jokes are corny
Being alone is my fear
But when I try to talk I feel like people just ignore me
To every girl that hurt me I made this song for you
I'm not tryna to hate but I'm just speaking the truth
Next time that you see I don't wanna make amends
Just to let you know that I don't want to be friends