Nvder - Second Place Lyrics

December 28th, I was just chillin with my best friend
Walked in to your room baby, eyes puffy sprawled out
You couldn't stop crying in your bed
Had to give give you a hug, comforted you I tried to make you feel loved
Thought we had something something good going
But the love you had, I had made up
And since that day I've been f*cked up
Here comes your birthday and the shit all adds up
Telling the guys pour some drink in my cup
Fake feelings keep surfacing from my gut
Regretting that I ever love you
Tried the distance but I didn't want to
I don't wanna see you anymore, I still love you baby

But I can't be mad
It just isn't my place
You can do what you want
But please not in my face
I don't wanna hurt you
But I need some space
If your loves just a race
Then I'm always in second place
Always in second place

I shot my shot so many times
When she told me yes I thought she was lying
Coulnd't believe she agreed I was me and on top of that she was a dime
Got the address set the time and place
Picked you up got a drink it was going great
Never been in love but these feelings showing up
They were different I could tell that they weren't fake
Taco Bell right after, harry played with laughter
Dropped you off girl now Im needing some answers
Everyday my feelings growing for you like a cancer
Played with way to much Its becoming the standard
Wishing wed go back when texts didn't feel like spams
You say it's not that deep girl do you know who I am
Annoyed you way to much, girl I gotta give you up, please don't forget who I am baby

But I can't be mad
It just isn't my place
Fell too hard for you
I just wanted a date
Left me stuck on read
Can't even say it to my face
Why'd I care for you
When you always put me in second place yeah