She doesn't luv me anymore
So I'm walking away, right out that door
I might just take my own life
Yeah, I'm so damn bored..
I looked God in the eyes and I begged no more
You put me through hell
But I'm tellin' myself not to let my thoughts dwell
Yeah, I need some help
I look in the mirror, looking back is a shell
I heard you're doing well
You told me goodbye and now I hate myself
I'm glad you're doing well
I'm glad you're doing well
Now I don't have a heart
I'm alone in the dark
Yeah, you ripped me apart
Shoulda known from the start
(..That you'd rip me apart)
You stab through my back when I let down my guard
Yeah, I was unarmed
You cut me so deep, it left more than a scar
But I luv the harm!
I just can't let go of the luv that we sowed
I need it, you know?
'Cause my heart feels so cold
I think that I sold my soul
I keep on tellin' 'em no
But I've lost all control and I don't feel any hope
And I'm hopin' I die tonight
'Cause I don't wanna see ppl
I don't wanna see life
I just wanna be closer
Yeah, that's what i told her
But I died in October
Now she's never sober
She lost all her composure
A familiar odor brings a tear to her eyes
We can't get any lower
I'm mixin' uppers and downers
Crush these pills into powder
Take it straight to the face
Because I can't live without her
I'm so sick of everything
Don't even wanna sing
I don't like anything
You make me wanna scream
I saw you in my dreams
Now I don't wanna sleep
Please just leave me be
You smell liquor on my breath
And my cigarettes
Baby, I'm a mess
I gotta confess
The voice inside my head
Fills me up with dread
And makes me long for death
You put me through hell
But I'm tellin' myself not to let my thoughts dwell
Yeah, I need some help
I look in the mirror, looking back is a shell
I heard you're doing well
You told me goodbye and now I hate myself
I'm glad you're doing well
I'm glad you're doing well