False Positive Video (MV)

I'm getting too tired of trying
Once was so close; will I ever get that far again
My patience testing me
Can't stop thinking, just won't see
Feel like an animal, this is not how I thought I'd ever be

The results are in, I've grown up officially
But I still feel like a boy
'Be a man,' what does that mean? But I hope it's a false positive
And I can just get on with my life

I'm not good at taking advice
Try to do it all myself, then I find it just goes wrong
Shame on me cause you fooled me twice
If there's one thing I've learnt, it's that I won't be like that again
My patience testing me
Can't stop thinking, just won't see
Feel like an animal, this is not how I thought I'd ever be

The results are in, I've grown up officially
But I still feel like a boy
'Be a man,' what does that mean? But I hope it's a false positive
And I can just get on with my life

My patience testing me
Can't stop thinking, just won't see
Feel like an animal, this is not how I thought
Oh this is not how I thought that I would ever really be