Nynja Doom - Be Alright Lyrics

I'm lost in a maze or labyrinth in my mind
Like I'm looking for a lost piece of me I'll never find
My heart's an inferno it'll never go out
The rage in my chest every day makes me want to scream and shout
I feel like I'm blind
But hindsight's 20/20
Am I over standing me and I just wanna run from me
I'm tired of the drama, the bullshit, and the lies
I wish for one day I could see the world through someone else's eyes
Karma's a bitch, she's proven it time and time again
Being shit on by my family and my closest of friends
I'm supposed to love myself, so why do I hate what I've become
And contemplate wrapping my lips around the barrel of a gun
Knowing deep inside that I can't trust no one
Ready to get to hell and tell the Devil to come get some
If I'm all I've got in life, then I ain't got much
I'm disconnected from reality, and I just lost touch

One day, when this world will end
This world will end
You'll see the light comin' from above
Comin' down from up above
Together we, we'll take a stand
We'll take a stand
And everything will be alright
Everything's gonna be alright

Sit and beat myself up for the choices I made
Like why'd I leave my family I could have just stayed
Why did I get involved in all the games I've played
And why did I quit school in the 11th grade
I think about giving up everything to sacrifice for
Just to go back to my old life and be let down so more
I feel like I've been sweating too much to not just tour
I thrash so much in my sleep that I wake up sore
The terrors at night, it puddles up, cold sweat
Wishin' success was easy or at least a sure bet
I'm fresh in the game
I'm just gettin' my feet wet
You think you know me, homie
You ain't seen shit yet
I deal with enough stress to bring down skyscrapers
ANd I'm just now learnin' how to put it on paper
I've been coping with drugs for far too long
That's why I sit down now and put that shit in a song

One day, when this world will end
This world will end
You'll see the light comin' from above
Comin' down from up above
Together we, we'll take a stand
We'll take a stand
And everything will be alright
Everything's gonna be alright

Come a long way since back in the day
You wanna know what I've been up to, then just hit play
And if you listen close, you'll hear the story of the past few years
It's been hard trying to choke back tears
It ain't been easy it's been a hard f*cking path
But, walkin' that bitch has gotten me to where I'm at
Bustin' my ass writing songs
Listenin' to beats for days
And getting out here and blowing up the goddamned stage

One day, when this world will end
This world will end
You'll see the light comin' from above
Comin' down from up above
Together we, we'll take a stand
We'll take a stand
And everything will be alright
Everything's gonna be alright