Nynja Doom - Making History Lyrics

I've lost all faith in humanity
I'm so young and outta hope it's a tragedy
Someone tell me what's wrong
What happened to me
Why can't I be the same person that I used to be
I'm sick and tired of all this constant hypocrisy
The answers to everything in plain sight and I still can't see
I learned real quick that even friendship has a fee
But I'd be f*ckin' set if I could find my money tree
Shake that bitch naked droppin pennies
Nicks
And dimes
Beat the shit out of my Speak N Spell to steal my rhymes
And now my toys leave me alone they know that I don't give a f*ck
Even my See N Say closed it's eyes and shut the f*ck up
Been picked up and fell flat so many times
Imma blow up in your face like a f*cking landmine
You can try all you want
Too bad you're a dud
I'm on the top
You're the soap
I'm the goddamn suds

I'm leavin'
Y'all in the past
You're history
I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree
Only read one page
Think you know the whole story
Now's your chance to doubt me
I'm leavin'
Y'all in the past, you're history
I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree
Only read one page
Think you know the whole story
Now's your chance to doubt me

I'm leavin
Crushed
And crumbled
I'ved tipped
And tumbled
I fell when I stumbled
I thought I had it all under control but I fumbled
I dropped the ball
But I grabbed the mic
I'm trading sleep for lyrics
Stayin up all night
Cause on the brink of insanity I feel alive
My pedals taped to the floor and I'm stuck in drive
Flirt with death
I'm darin' me to die
I'm try to keep myself together
Deep breath
Sigh
Then I grab a pen and try to scribble down what I think
Try to put it all on paper till I run out of ink
These words just don't have the same power when read
F*ck a pen
I'll just use this pencil instead
Pick it up and write till I snap my last shred of lead
Like I'm not supposed to get these words up outta my head

I'm leavin'
Y'all in the past
You're history
I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree
Only read one page, think you know the whole story
Now's your chance to doubt me
I'm leavin'
Y'all in the past
You're history
I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree
Only read one page
Think you know the whole story
Now's your chance to doubt me

I'm leavin'
Nightmares repeat like a broken CD
Hidden behind this facade so nobody sees me
People don't understand if I'm not known I can't be missed
How can I even be your homie if I don't exist
I stay on mine
I won't falter for no one again
If that's the case
Homeboy
Then I don't need friends
I don't need another let down
I gotta confess
I'd trade in my talent for a stress proof vest
Keep the evil away
As far away as I can
And the answer to what it really means for me to be a man
The ability to put life together and make a plan
And the knowledge to tell people in a way they understand
Life is stress in disguise
See through the lies
Trudge through all the lows and enjoy the highs
New opportunities are born when the old one dies
How longs it gonna be 'fore Nynja Doom's sprouts wings and flies

Huh
Not much longer mother f*ckers
It's f*ckin happenin
Yall thought I wasn't gonna be able to do this shit cause I was white
Come on now
Suck my dick
Stupid

I'm leavin'
Y'all in the past
You're history
I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree
Only read one page
Think you know the whole story
Now's your chance to doubt me
I'm leavin'
Y'all in the past
You're history
I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree
Only read one page
Think you know the whole story
Now's your chance to doubt me
I'm leavin'
Y'all in the past
You're history
I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree
Only read one page
Think you know the whole story
Now's your chance to doubt me