Nynja Doom - Over & Over Lyrics

This song right here goes out to everybody that's ever had bullshit
Ever dealt with dumb shit
Ever had fake ass homies that left them in a rut
Ever had anything go wrong, man
This is life, this is the way life f*ckin happens
Life goddammit
Once again, you'll be shit on. Expect it. Move forward and keep f*cking going

In this day to day life, waking up just to sleep
A grasp on the surreal is all that I can keep
Every time I get ahead I get knocked back down
And whenever I need help ain't nobody around
I wanna finish up this race I don't care if I win
I don't even give a f*ck what place I come in
I'm sick of bumming change just to get a pack of smokes
And waiting for a homie with bud to spare tokes
I must've f*cked up in a past life or somethin'
To keep on endin' up with absolutely nothing
Nice guys finish last and I proved it to be true
So you don't need to ask why I'm an asshole to you
My patience is done
Finito
Expired
I'm sick of being shit on, doubted, and called a liar
I'm tired of busting my ass at jobs to get fired
I guess I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired

Over and over
I get knocked back down
Knocked back
Over and over
And I can't seem to get back up
Over and over
I get knocked back, knocked back, down
Over and over
And I can't seem to get back up
I'm f*cked

My old lady left cause I can't feed myself
In the kitchen, there's a pantry full of empty ass shelves
It's not that I'm a bum I'm just a victim of circumstance
Wishin' and prayin' somebody'd give me half a chance
My life's never been easy
It's about that time
It's either things change for me or it's a life of crime
There's a lot of bullshit I'd love to leave behind
And it'd be great if I could make it disappear with a rhyme
Everytime I get ahead I fall further behind
I feel like God hates me so he hits rewind
I try to keep my head up and act like nothin's wrong
But if that was the case you wouldn't be hearin' this song
It's gotten to the point I can't take it no more
This weight that I carry's got me feelin' really sore
And if I don't do something quick I'll end it for sure
I guess they'll get the message with my f*ckin' brains on the floor

Over and over
I get knocked back down
Knocked back
Over and over
And I can't seem to get back up
Over and over
I get knocked back, knocked back, down
Over and over
And I can't seem to get back up
I'm f*cked

So go ahead doc, prescribe me some of them pills
I'd really love the opportunity to see how normal feels
Maybe it'll level me out and get rid of these urges
It might even sedate some of these violent surges
It's not that I'm insane I'm just stressed the f*ck out
And the way I feel inside can't really be what life's about
I wish my boat would hurry up and come on in
Why am I the one that's let down again and again
Again and again
Let's try over and over
Sometimes I feel like the world gave me the cold shoulder
Feels like I'm stuck and nobody cares
I'm only 24 I'm on the verge of gray hairs
I keep on scrappin' though cause I gotta survive
I gotta whole new reason now to keep me alive
So if you're feeling this shit
Then just let me know
Because this world is too cold to go at it alone

Over and over
I get knocked back down
Knocked back
Over and over
And I can't seem to get back up
Over and over
I get knocked back, knocked back, down
Over and over
And I can't seem to get back up
I'm f*cked