Nynja Doom - Strait Jacket Lyrics

Why do I feel the way I feel inside
Like every time I open up my eyes
I wanna die
I'm strugglin' to stay awake as my life creeps by
And every second that I'm conscious I just wanna be high
Nothing ever goes right
It's quite the opposite in fact
I'm doin' everything I can to keep myself intact
I finish one scene and now it's on to the next act and I'm not goin' anywhere
That's not a promise it's a blood sworn pact
So
F*ck you if you don't like who I am
You're walkin' through the game
And bitch I'm on the tram
I'm makin' my own way
I'm payin' my own dues
Like Dora, I'm explorin' always lookin' for more clues
I don't take what people say with a grain of salt because that don't do shit
I take it with antibiotics cause most people make me sick
Keep on watchin' mother f*cker
Cause I just might do a trick
And then I'll tell you all to suck it when I pull out my dick, cause

You cannot hold me back
Cause Imma keep on goin'
You cannot hold me down
Bitch Imma keep on growing
You cannot stop me
I'm never gonna get stuck
Don't even think I care
Bitch I don't give a f*ck
You cannot hold me back
Bitch Imma keep on goin'
You cannot hold me down
Cause Imma keep on growing
You cannot stop me
I'm never gonna get stuck
Don't even think I care
Bitch I don't give a f*ck

Don't make me give a f*ck less than I already do
Because it won't phase me but I'm pretty sure it's gonna be bad news for you
I'll leave you guessin' like a long ass game of Clue
Until I show up on the scene and treat it like a football banner and smash through
I could scream till my eyes bleed and my face turns blue
And beg somebody to prove just one of my words untrue
I want you to all think for a second
So go ahead and chew
How come there's so many people that do this shit that sound like poo
I'm tired of being treated like the dumb kid in the fifth grade
The whole reason I got in this game was so I could get paid
That's why I picked up a pen and learned a new trade
And the whole reason why when I touch a beat that bitch gets slayed
I've dropped to my knees
I've hoped and I've prayed
So many times I've wanted to leave but still stayed
Good things in life are never handed out
Their made
And I want you to feel every one of these words every time that this song's played
Cause

You cannot hold me back
Cause Imma keep on goin'
You cannot hold me down
Bitch Imma keep on growing
You cannot stop me
I'm never gonna get stuck
Don't even think I care
Bitch I don't give a f*ck
You cannot hold me back
Bitch Imma keep on goin'
You cannot hold me down
Cause Imma keep on growing
You cannot stop me
I'm never gonna get stuck
Don't even think I care
Bitch I don't give a f*ck

In a straight jacket
You can't restrain me
The shackles of life aren't even strong enough to contain me
I'm going nowhere
I'll be here a whole lot longer
And life hasn't killed me yet
It's made me a whole lot stronger
The pieces of my life don't fit together on their own
So I cut em' into what I want and put em' where I want em' to go
F*ck fate
I make my own path
I'm leavin' the whole world in my dust so it can stare at my ass
Cause

You cannot hold me back
Cause Imma keep on goin'
You cannot hold me down
Bitch Imma keep on growing
You can not stop me
I'm never gonna get stuck
Don't even think I care
Bitch I don't give a f*ck
You can not hold me back
Bitch Imma keep on goin'
You can not hold me down
Cause Imma keep on growing
You can not stop me
I'm never gonna get stuck
Don't even think I care
Bitch I don't give a f*ck