An Apology. Video (MV)

Why do you put up with me?
I'm annoying I clearly see
I cling way too tight
I'm stuck in darkness, waiting for a light

My mind races a lot
It convinced me of things I did not
Of things I didn't do
All I have to say is I'm sorry to you

It's okay, don't be afraid
My anxieties seem to change
I'm not scary like I seem
Pretend that this was all a dream

This is an apology
For dragging you to see
I shouldn't be here anymore
Maybe I should slam the door

You tell me that it's fine
I can't get that event all out of my mind
Everyone's staring at me
All of my anxiety is causing such a scene

You're the only one that I trust
I try to act tough but I know you'll break it soon enough
Everyone says adieu
I say I'm sorry, I'm sorry to you

It's okay, don't be afraid
My anxieties seem to change
I'm not scary like I seem
Pretend that this was all a dream

This is an apology
For dragging you to see
I shouldn't be here anymore
Maybe I should lock the door

Everyone else, I just turn away
Maybe I'll come out of my shell someday
I isolate myself for your sake
I feel like I should give, and should not take

I'm sorry for how cruel I seem
I'm sorry that I can seem too mean
I'm sorry for almost shutting you out
I forgot what friendship's about

I said I'm sorry to you
It's okay, don't be afraid
My anxieties seem to change
I'm not scary like I seem
Pretend that this was all a dream

This is an apology
For dragging you to see
I shouldn't be here anymore
Maybe I should slam the door

It's okay, don't be afraid
My anxieties seem to change
I'm not scary like I seem
Pretend that this was all a dream

This is an apology
For dragging you to see
I shouldn't be here anymore
Maybe I should lock the door
Lock the door

Maybe I'm just overthinking again
'Cause all I really need right now is a friend
We all need help, I just happened to ask you
Maybe this is more of a thank you