So many thoughts
So many memories
That I keep locked inside my brain
Don't wanna get caught
I'll clench onto the keys
I swear that everything's the same
I'm not perfect
I'm far from it
I almost worked myself to death
So many secrets
So many regrets
I'd tell you but you'd see me as even less
I can't tell you what I did to myself
You've seen the battle scars but nobody else
How will you react? I can't tell
I might well pack for hell
You wouldn't understand
You wouldn't try to
You'd say that I'm going mad
I want your hand
To guide me though
Your friendship is all I had
I can't tell you what I did to myself
You've seen the battle scars but nobody else
How will you react? I can't tell
I might well pack for hell
I can't tell you all the late nights
I can't tell you all the violent fights
I can't tell you because you'd make fun of me
So I'll hide in secrecy