Ashamed Video (MV)

This one here is, it's meaningful
I don't know why, I just heard it and I felt like-
Soon as I heard it, it was just-
I gotta say somethin' that mean somethin'
So check this

F*ck a self-defense, I'm uppin' it, I'm keepin' this bitch
Some people left me in the dirt, now look how clean I get
Mommy, I miss you
Great grandma would really whoop with a switch
Welts on my ass and scars on my waist from grippin' a stick

Lately
I been thinking that I'm kind of crazy
I been lonely, I just want my baby
Praying everyday that God save me
I'm not ashamed of the thug life
No, no, no
I'm not ashamed of this thug life
Uh-uh

F*ck you
Judge me if you want, but I'ma thug 'til the end
My heart is broken, I done lost my friends
I let my guard down, now f*ck, I'm crossed again
Make sure that I shit on all of the pussy many men

Life goes on and I done been done so wrong
Stacking this paper, told my mama, "Hold on"
I gotta get it, I don't wanna go home
Look
I say some situations, can't fix 'em
Most of them can't even see me, they painting my picture
Ain't gotta worry, karma real, you gettin' your issue
Puff on the the do-do everyday with a clip full of missiles

Lately
I been thinking that I'm kind of crazy
I been lonely, I just want my baby
Praying everyday that God save me
I'm not ashamed of the thug life
No, no, no
I'm not ashamed of this thug life
Uh-uh

F*ck a self-defense, I'm uppin' it, I'm keepin' this bitch
Some people left me in the dirt, now look how clean I get
Mommy, I miss you
Great grandma would really whoop with a switch
Welts on my ass and scars on my waist from gripping a stick

Lately
I been thinking that I'm kind of crazy
I been lonely, I just want my baby
Praying everyday that God save me
I'm not ashamed of the thug life
No, no, no
I'm not ashamed of this thug life
Uh-uh