Rainy Day Video (MV)

I don't try, baby
I don't try anymore

My hand smells like copper from playing guitar Too long

And don't say anything, it's done
I don't think I love you anymore
Go back to your door, go home

I'm bored in my house watching Netflix
Sometimes I feel like I'm a piece of shit
I can't ever shut my eyelids
Was up for thirty hours last night I
Don't know what to make of it
The situation I'm in
It's evident
I think I'm hitting the deep end

I just finished reading Kafka
For an assignment I didn't like
I got the motivation to record
But like always right
When I started I got annoyed and bored
I stopped and sat in silence for a while

Thinking back on that essay
I feel like Gregor
No one knows what I'm going through
I feel f*cked up
I don't get f*cked up
Half as much as I want
But that's okay

I put on this facade, hope nobody notice
I hope somebody notice
I need help
I'm never gonna ask tho
Imma go to hell

I did good things in vain for you
They were all the same to you
The least you could have done was shown Appreciation
But all I got were more expectations
I'm staring blankly at the wall
Hoping that you'll call but I
Know it'll never happen
I'm onto something new
Look what you made me do

F*ck off
Leave me alone
Just F*ck off
Leave me alone
Just f*ck off
Please leave me alone