I been going through some deep thoughts
Nights with no shut eye
A tear from my Momma's eye
It showed me there's no time for resting
Pain in my chest
She only want the best for me
Man I couldnt breathe
When I found out she was also stressing
Blem after Blem
Smoking packs watch the clouds set in
Praying she get better
I know god will give the right setting
And I ain't stopping in this life, take a couple Ls
That will teach it well
I guess it's just another lesson
My talent in the music
Curse and a blessing
Could be talking bout the good side
Or the pain I been confessing
Who you think your messing with
Didn't know the whole time
I keep a smile but in my mind you
Would of thought I died a legend
I ain't hearin it
Talking bout the dark side
Where guys were playing sword fights
I fought for a better life
Never bout a body on a knife
Shit ain't right
Youngers hitting flatlines
Cuh they were even Reppin' it
Never for a better cause
The songs they been making
Another rapper on about
The guys that he turned corpse
Their shit will blow up with no works
Like its Guy Fawkes
Couldnt care bout the fame
I'll stick to speaking my thoughts
Started with a camera
People liking my impression
While I'm far from the action
Call it light compression
In the stu' as I write
Hearing them outside all laughing
Tears evaporate on the page
Suttin' like convection
See the true complexion
The same people hating
When they didnt know my name
For the fame they in recession
Went from having booking studio
Praying on my downfall
But now I'm thinking if I
Have to get another session
Obz that they mention
Never in my presence
Tell 'em better bring it to me
All the talk will bring more tension
Always I ain't gonna make it
Carry on and Ima stay broke
It's why I stay woke
Talking facts is my profession
Growing up, I ain't ever had a father figure
Had to show my family
Imma make a couple father figures
If it's sweeping floors
As long it's for a better cause
Or running on a track
That's a way to make Mo Farah figures
Don't get me triggered
I could never take the same path
As all of these fakers
Like you haven't even pressed a trigger
But it's hard to stay with what's right
When I'm watching guys run through many crimes
And their pockets only getting bigger
I been going through some deep thoughts
Nights with no shut eye
A tear from my Momma's eye
It showed me there's no time for resting
Pain in my chest
She only want the best for me
Man I couldnt breathe
When I found out she was also stressing
Blem after Blem
Smoking packs watch the clouds set in
Praying she get better
I know god will give the right setting
And I ain't stopping in this life, take a couple Ls
That will teach it well
I guess it's just another lesson