Ocean LeClair - Candy Shop Lyrics

It's always the same
He loves me, he loves me not
I gotta get off all the apps its like a candy shop
When I love loving him is not enough
I gotta swallow all the air between me, him and us
And how to love, and how to live, and how to die
I argue with my demons we fight day and night
He asks if I'm ok I say I've been alright
He hugs me, turns, leaves I wanna die
Wanna trap his scent, never wash his sweater
Should be over him by now but I don't wanna get better
And getting ready thinking I might see him there
In the park or the bar, look for him everywhere
I am scared by love and it's repercussions
I shouldn't be submissive it's so out of fashion
I'm going crazy baby I can't help it
I want you and I can't stop chasing

O-B-S-E-S-S-E-D
Baby I'm obsessed with feeling
You on me
Get me back that feeling

O-B-S-E-S-S-E-D
Watch me cry to see you leaving
Over, over
Your love has got me dreaming

F*ck, my hearts going crazy
There's nothing I can do now when my mind is feeling hazy
I've turned into a ghost daydreaming at the stake
I'm already burning under milky ways and candy canes
Living in my own perversion
Who needs real life I've got this version
I'm only getting bolder, sensual persuasion
I'm only getting older if the world is also aging
I'm going crazy baby I can't help it
I want you and I can't stop chasing

O-B-S-E-S-S-E-D
Baby I'm obsessed with feeling
You on me
Get me back that feeling

O-B-S-E-S-S-E-D
Watch me cry to see you leaving
Over, over
Your love has got me dreaming

I don't see the truth
Don't see anything past you
I'm so unhinged
Because of him
My name is on the news
I'm coming for you
Unravelling
Because of him

You're driving me crazy
And oh and oh and oh and oh and oh and oh
Its always the same