[Intro]
Poppin' pills, numbing all the pain away
Can't feel shit, living day by day
Yeah, yeah
[Verse 1]
Trust fund baby with these demons in my head
Gucci on my body but I wish that I was dead
Pouring up that purple, watch it mix up with the ice
Silicon Valley raised me, now I'm living twice
Sarah f*cked my head up, yeah that shit still haunts me
Xanny bars and lean cups, that's what keeps me free
Daddy's money can't fix all these scars I got inside
Playing trap star living while my real self tries to hide
[Chorus]
I'm so fake, so fake
Designer drugs keep me awake
Pour up, show up, blow up, throw up
Living life behind this fake face
Yeah, I'm lost, yeah I'm gone
Sippin' lean until the dawn
Trust no bitch, count this shit
While my soul keeps moving on
[Verse 2]
Pandemic got me twisted, locked up in my mind
Rollie on my wrist but can't buy me peace of time
Generational trauma got me feeling so displaced
Trust fund trap shit, yeah I know it ain't my space
But these pills they understand me when nobody else does
IPhone full of yes-men, but the real me's catching dust
Mama's little helper turned to daily medication
Living through this screen life, digital sedation
[Chorus]
I'm so fake, so fake
Designer drugs keep me awake
Pour up, show up, blow up, throw up
Living life behind this fake face
Yeah, I'm lost, yeah I'm gone
Sippin' lean until the dawn
Trust no bitch, count this shit
While my soul keeps moving on
[Outro]
Yeah, drowning in this cup
Till I can't remember us
Prescription for my pain
Till I go numb again
(Till I go numb again)