It consumes me, controls me, leaves me with nothing
But you know that I love how it tastes, fear and the fate
I'll change face to get what I crave, fill my veins
This gets me by (you know it feels good, you know it feels so good)
The drugs that keep me high (you know it feels good, but you know it all feels so fake)
Product of a murderer, you stole everything from me
This poison hurts, feels so empty
Fill my veins with this sin
Shaking on the ground
My head's going crazy from within
Cold sweats, shaking in my shame
Heart stops, dying where I lay
This gets me by (you know it feels good, you know it feels so good)
The drugs that keep me high (you know it feels good, but you know it all feels so fake)
These drugs that keep me high
Sense of reality, perception falls, feels so empty
Cold sweats, the pain, skin crawls, the shame
Please save me
Please save me
This is the way I wanted to live
But you know, I was scared of the world
Praying it all would go away
This is the way I wanted to live
But you know, I was scared of the world
Praying it all would go away
This is the way I wanted to live
But you know, I was scared of the world
Praying it all would go away