Lucid Video (MV)

I close my eyes
I'm attempting to dream
I wanna be weightless now
I'm not asleep
Just attempting to see
But nothing ever comes to light
So I
I keep my eyes closed
Just attempting to be
There's something to me now
Vibrant and lucid
A path so clear it startles me
Taken back by the hell I've made for me
No peace as I claim insanity
I'm just a psychopathic motherf*cker
On the brink of letting go
So I wrote myself this little note to let go
And I convince myself I need to exist
I keep my eyes closed
While attempting to dream
There's something to me now
I'm just a piece of every motherf*cker
Ready to blow
We all know
I'm just afraid
Never ready to go
Can't think, I cry
Can't sleep, I wanna die
But something tells me
I am not alone
I close my eyes
Just attempting to dream
There's something to me now
I just can't convince myself to stick around
All this ever leads to is feeling down
Something must save me, please save me
From myself
Nothing is going to save me
Until now
If I am from what you are created
Are you only inside my head
If the truth is mastered within my mind
Then I will be the only one
To kill you
Kill you
Kill you
I could be the only one to
Kill you
Kill you