Oftener - Glassy Lyrics

Glassy eyed
I'm trying
To want to be here
Half of the time
It almost
Almost feels sincere
But I'd love to disappear

Nothing is as appealing
Tried to when I was eighteen
Just didn't make it
Over that gap
And had to come back
And I felt different
Dizzy and oddly distant
Nothing the proper scrip couldn't fix
We'll find you the perfect fit

Slowly slide
Out of
Touch with everything
Don't really mind
When anyways

Feeling is overrated
Isn't it what you hated?
Isn't what you tried to run from?
Are you having fun?
You should be happy
Isn't this what you wanted?
Know you're trying
Can't smile yet
Not til you're dead