Eaner Video (MV)

So i been
I tried everything that i think i can do
It's like it's like my last resort
She want the stars
And wanted the moon
I'd gave her that if she give me room
Just a little space need some air to breath
Resuscitation rap
Then she say we just lost a seed
She love to see me grieve
At least that's how it seams
Ask me to move
After I've started something up and leave
No foundation no family
All the way to California
F*ck she think of me
No respect there no faith in me
Screaming as soon as get home
Must think there's faith in me
She think there's bitch in me
(She do)
No disrespect
I ain't no bitch I can break her neck
Or I can step
I chose to step chic-ago
Focused on my future
F*ck my past it can die slow
I tried to express it
The best way that I could
Still got accusations
Of f*cking half of the hood Renea
I don't know what else to say ma
Yeah I f*cked up
So did you back in the day ma
I'm to focused on today ma
And tomorrow
Trying to make a better way ma
Now we gone our separate ways huh
That's the cost of selfish ways huh
Only our kids have lost today ma
Never thought I'd see this day come
There's more to it
Yeah we got some seeds
I got two with Chi
And she got one with T.
Plus we got one together
Little Miama D
But before we speak on that
Let me speak on me
Wasn't a perfect man
At times way to aggressive
Never punched her slapped her once
For that there's no excuses
Yeah my records blemished
I'm man enough to admit it
Never asked her to forget
Just hopefully forgive it
I guess them hopes is in vain
I caused her too much pain
I called her one too many bitches
And she finally changed
Maybe pictures and the texts
Were just too much to bare
Told her we didn't have sex
I guess she didn't care
I probably wouldn't either
Why would I give a f*ck
Cheating is cheating
You f*cked up so suck it up
Those were some cold words
But they was oh so real
How cocky of me
Think I could lesson how she feels
RENEA
I don't know what else to say ma
Yeah I f*cked up
So did you back in the day ma
I'm so focused on today ma
And tomorrow
Trying to make a better way ma
Now we gone our separate ways huh
That's the cost of selfish ways huh
Only our kids have lost today ma
Never thought I'd see this day come
Now back to Miama D
Just know that daddy loves you
I'm dreading these days
I haven't had the chance to hold you
But your mom's vindictive
As you grow you'll see
Can't control her thoughts
(Nah)
Please be more like me
Please be more like your namesake
Miama Sirleaf (rest in peace)
Please be humble please be patient
Please come back to me
What kinda chick when she ready
Play games with your kids
And play with lives
Like that's just what it is
It's those ways that got us separate
But you'll say it's cuz of other shit
I'm the reason that I was suffering
For holding on
To what was never meant
To be or not to be
The time we spent
Can't be replaced
But we made a precious gem
And plus it hit me way back when
You could never love me
Cause of how much you hated him
RENEA
I don't know what else to say ma
Yeah i f*cked up so did you
Back in the day ma
I'm so focused on today ma
And tomorrow
Trying to make a better way ma
Now we gone our separate way huh
That's the cost of selfish ways huh
Only our kids have lost today ma
I never thought I'd see this day come