The hardest thing I've ever said out loud
Is I can't give you what you wanted
I clawed until i had no hands left
I swear to god i tried
But i can't be the me you made me up to be
So lay me down on nearby train tracks
And fetch me when I'm flat
Or leave me there like something you forgot
I don't care about appendages
As if some day they'll mean something
As if they're not to bruise and carry around
So here lies some one truly forgotten
They carved out his name on the stone they bought him
So dig him up and see what's left on the bones
And here lies some one truly forgotten
I swear somewhere in time somebody loved him
Let's dig him up and see what's left of their heart
This didn't go exactly as I planned
I'm never the first. I'm never the last.
So you can tell your friends, if it's ok with them,
That they don't have to keep pretending to like me