[ Featuring A Toy! ]
Words always escape me
When I need them most
Navigating nuances
Is harder than you know
I must be shit at acting
From how you're looking at me
Like you can't understand
A single word again, again, again
Why is it always like this
So I'll just hide, pretend I'm fine
Yeah, I'm just fine
I'll smile wide for your comfort
I'll sacrifice my peace of mind
Yeah, I'm just fine
Just don't look beneath the mask
I'll rehearse my new lines
Conscientious, courteous
I'll swallow confusion
Oblivious and nervous
I must be shit at acting
From how you're looking at me
You don't understand me
Again, again, again
It's only getting harder
I swear I am aware of it
I don't know what to do
To be like all of you
So I'll just hide, pretend I'm fine
Yeah, I'm just fine
I'll smile wide for your comfort
I'll sacrifice my peace of mind
Yeah, I'm just fine
Just don't look beneath the mask
Why is it always like this
I don't understand