Ohtis - Diggin Lyrics

Dad taught me how to dig a hole
And as far as diggers go
Nobody digs them better
Not a single digging soul
'cause daddy dug 'em with his will
Taking nothing for himself
Dug 'em down
Filled 'em with the blood
By god he's digging still

Him and my mom
Gave me my digging back
But it's weak
It's the strength the will
The selflessness i lack
My baby begs me not to dig
She wakes up
Looks at her ladder
And she cries while she's climbing
'cause her ladder's too damn big

'cause there's a single thing i know
That is how to dig a hole
You won't find me if you look
Lord i dug it down too deep

The constant darkness also took my knowing
When and not to sleep
I am no longer satisfied
When i have successfully lied
In the pit
I only try to hide
Whatever makes her cry

God knows his conscience left my brain
When it was driving me insane
I don't know if jesus loves me
I don't know if i love him
I know how to dig a hole
And down here things are looking grim

I am a man who knows exactly what i want
But i don't want you to know
Seeming simple timid slow
Yet you've become my confidant
So listen careful 'cause you can
I'll tell you vaguely who i am
While i dig i dodge the pig
'cause i'm the demon's middle man

I hit the road i'm on the chase
Knowing despite
A life for me hides in the night
Beyond the beaten innerstate
Between the city's lights
Sadly i'm in over my head
I saw the world for what it is
Still i spit the shit and walk the talk
Amongst the living dead

'cause there's a single thing i know
That is how to dig a hole
You won't find me if you look
Lord i dug it down too deep

The constant darkness also took my knowing
When and not to sleep
I am no longer satisfied
When i have successfully lied
In the pit
I only try to hide
Whatever makes her cry

God knows his conscience left my brain
When it was driving me insane
I don't know if i love jesus
I don't know if he loves me
But i pray the further down i dig
It's jesus i will see