When
When i fade
Fade
Fall fading down
Will i be among the ones
Bestowed a golden crown?
It was easy becoming a junkie
Wasting all my mother's prayers and money
I honestly dreamed once
That i'd be the one
Aiming through iron sights
And firing the gun
Instead the slug will scatter my brain
And i'll stand judged with nothing to explain
There are those of us
That don't believe in hell
How can they be certain?
I could never tell
And for everything i do
What do i deserve?
Jesus is it true?
Is it you i should serve?
How humanity
Can it be cruel
And my hypocrisy
Reactionary tool
And why not when my god
Made me out to be a fool
My faith was once a fuse
A fuse my frailty blew