Ohtis - Rehab Lyrics

I have said i am sorry now 100,000 times
Now i'm eating my words
For every last one
I tend to fall amending all my karmic crimes
And for every apology, a poke hole in my skin
But still i'm still begging
Begging again that every sin would be forgiven

Don't lose faith in me lord
Lord i'm not that bad
Can't you hear me repent and
Sorry for making you sad
If i sing you this song
Will you right my wrong?
If i go to rehab
Will you make me belong?

I went out wandering, wandering the earth
I slept under a bridge
But that makes it sound a lot worse
A lot worse than it was
I am telling you all this because
Because when i woke up i was alive
But in the night someone we loved
Had gotten drunk and died

Watch me drift away
Deep into the dark
Saw that little light of mine
Losed its spark
I loved you jesus and god
But not the holy ghost
Mostly i'd forgotten how
To love myself the most

I was begging
Was begging out on the street
The street was heavy
It was pushing up on my feet
I had to make a call
But i didn't, no not at all
Instead i bought some beer
And i got drunk and i just watched
The whole world disappear

If it was you tell me
What would you do if everywhere you go
Soon as you walk in the only thing you really know
The only thing you know is god is not there to be found
And all you see is evil only evil all around

But what i'm singing is
Some people need certain things to get by
And i was doing better with bobo when i was high